Wednesday, January 21, 2009

one of "those" days


you ever have one? you know one of those days where you feel like you need a few "little blue pills" just to get through it. I had such a terrible day recently that it was still lingering days later. Just a crappy day that left me totally drained in every way. (Please, for my sake, don't ask why)
Thankfully I believe in God. Seriously, I don't know what I'd do if I had only myself or a few friends to rely on. I had a great time with God today. He met me for a few minutes and reminded me that even when I feel so alone He's there holding me, comforting me and caring for me. He never makes me feel embarrassed or intimidated or, true to my personality, exposed. He just allows me to cry and cry and get it all out. Side Note: Did you know that emotional tears are actually healthy for you? I wish I could really put into words what I learned today. It was more a picture and its exactly what I needed.

I've been going through a study by Beth Moore called "John". Its on the person, not the book but oh so wonderful. She really is a gifted writer and knows how to challenge a person. It made today's realization make so much sense.
That was a random thought.

I hope your week is so much better.

7 comments:

Daniel Balboa said...

In that case I wish I could cry more often to feel better in life. Sighhhh.....

Anonymous said...

I do understand, sorry you had such a bad day :)

Lindy PRD said...

I have definitely had one of "those" days. Days when you are weak and wounded. Sometimes too week to take steps toward healing. All I know is that when I have felt this way, the Lord has met me where I was at and provided me strength to heal. He is amazing and faithful. I am glad you had time to spend with Him and cry with Him.

Vizthum's Life said...

Oh sister. I am glad you spent some quiet time with God. I love Beth Moore,she really is amazing. I need to do another Beth Moore study.

I love you. :)

Anonymous said...

so sorry sis! I don't have any special words of comfort or anything cool to say other then I love you and I'm praying for you!! Glad you had some quality time with God.

Rachel said...

Having one of those days today. You should join Fuzzy Slippers Saturday mornings. Were meeting through www.tokbox.com and discuss the John study.

Anonymous said...

Hi girlie. I miss you. Miss your hugs. We have those days. They suck but they help us appreciate the good days even more. =0) hugs hugs hugs to you!!